I am not a filler. I dont need to say what kind of person or how good i am. Everyone can make that judgement for themselves but if ur in my life in any way i expect to be treated with the same good honest respect i give u. I am not filler to be used just when in need or bored. I am hear for whomever may need me and to help pass time in lonely moments but not just when conveinent for u. If I’m a friend than i expect to be treated like one. I shouldnt have to be hidden from the world and only used as filler when no one else is around. And any relationship person to person friend to friend is give and take. I’m finding some supposed friends are only taking and not giving. I find it funny who certain people change who they are when other people are around. I want friends and people in my life who are not ashamed of me and dont have to hide me to please other people. I want honest genuine people who can be themselves and be my friend no matter whos around. I dont think I’m asking for much but i guess theres less genuine people in the world than i thought. That being said i am not filler….. ur in my life or not…. not just at ur conveince. I am not an option but rest assured if u treat me like one i will opt out and fill ur slot with someone who really does want to be in my life. And if that truely is no loss to u than u odviously werent the kind of person i thought u were. Its a bored lonely road being a genuine honest person and I’m not perfect but a damn good person and I’m worth way more than being someones filler.