May 2013
3 posts
How to cope?!
I am offically broken……. im completely hysterical and lost. Ive come to the realization that the only way to get out of this situation is to get any job that will take me, put whats left of my life in storage, and learn to live with what can fit in my car. Im so tired of this happining to me. I want my old life back. The one i killed myself to get for years and let others take from me. I can only...
April 2013
3 posts
March 2013
30 posts
sweetxoxrevenge:
No one helps the helper
When the help’s all run out.
No one asks the helper
What their dreams are about.
No one tells the helper
“Thank you, I mean it.
You’re special, I love you;
How are you with all of this?”
Because that’s the helper’s job,
To bear the brunt when others can’t.
But sometimes, after a while,
The others seem to forget,
That the helpers are human,...
longing
crystalroot:
i am not very good at a lot of things—
i cannot paint you pictures, because the beautiful things in my head cannot be translated.
nor can i sing to you, as my voice has an uncanny habit of falling flat.
nor can i play for you, as my fingers fumble when my thoughts cross over to how you look, watching me
but i can brush the knots out of your hair, and work the knots out of your...
just-the-idiot:
I want you to put all your unshed tears and unsaid words and unsteady breaths into a jar. So when I open it, I’ll be able to know who you really are.
She’s so handsome I can’t stop staring. I love how she keeps me smiling. I see floating hearts lol xo
Well there i go again. I asked a question how dare i.?! Its not my fault u assume and make a simple question into a big deal. I didnt say u did anything for any reason. I just asked if u tried too bc i want to be a part of it. Well now that im a baby for asking and stepped out of my place. Ill just forget it and wont ask again. Im sorry u have a bit of a temper and even though we just spoke about...
I fell for u and u let me down….. leave me there or pick me back up. Ur choice.
How do u build me up so high just to let me fall down..where is my knight the one whod never let me fall…the one whod do anything for me….. i hate this….. i just want u to care like u used to….. why am not enough anymore? What changed? Why is it so hard for u to talk to me? I just wanna know what ur feeling and be an active part of ur life…..please let me be a part...
Banned from asking questions, banned from showing my affections, banned from pretty much being myself, and now banned from commenting online. How is an expressive person supposed to operate? Talk to myself?! Im so hurt and everytime i bring it up it gets worse. What else can i do i just want her to be happy.
I miss you being happy. : (
I only wish it was me that could make you that way. Xo
Make that 5.. sleep now please.
Its 4am and im still wide the fuck awake. Ugh!…..i dont wanna play anymore.. knock me out!!!!!!
The person i love
Would never: miss an opportunity to make me smile, forget to hug, kiss or hold me, not feel like it of it was important to me, get defencive and impatient, insult or hurt my feelings without ever giving up until i feel better, make me feel unwanted, not show me everyday that they love me with all these little things so id never have to question them.
I love this person still and they are here...
Its amazing what a bad haircut can do to a person with no selfesteem. :(
February 2013
50 posts
